My Dearest Twin Flame,
Please Stop Thinking That I Will Reject You
Just because you hurt me deeply in the past, does not mean that I’m the type of person who will reject you now or take some sort of rabid revenge. That is not how I operate. I realize that in the past you were really freaked out and this came out of left field for you. I understand your point of view and that you have to protect yourself because there are a lot of whack-a-doodles out there. I realize that because of your job other people act weird and come out with the strangest shit. I get it, I really, honestly do. I also understand how baffling this whole twin flame thing must be for you, but don’t think I would ever reject you.
“How Do You Understand This Twin Flame Dynamic?”
I understand more than you probably realize about your job, what it entails, how hard it is sometimes, how hard you work and what you sometimes face on a day-to-day basis. I’ve been a musician since I was 6. My mother put me into piano lessons to get all the basics so that eventually I could play anything I wanted. Piano is actually a great way to start that; it teaches you the fundamentals. By the time I was 16 I ditched piano because I personally hated it and picked up guitar & bass. And all through this time I sang. In junior high school & high school I was a part of every theater production & every choir. In high school our choir actually cut a record, and they pressed it into an LP. We were also on PBS TV signing during the holidays. My dream when I was a kid was to have a band, become famous & tour around the world, but that did not happen. I was too fucked up in the head from the abuse during my upbringing to be able to manage it. Because of my personal background, I understand a lot more than the average person would.
“Why Do You Say You Will Not Reject Me?”
Because YOU are my Twin Flame. Listen I know how that sounds and I know you have heard that before, but in this case its true. Don’t get me wrong, I still do question my own sanity on this occasionally. I have never felt this way about someone before. This has nothing to do with your job, status, finances, fame, or other material things. It has everything to do with how I feel differently about you as opposed to other past relationships. Just for shits and giggles, so you know, I HAVE met others in the same line of work & had opportunities in the past with them. I turned them all down for various reasons. Because you are my twin flame I will hear you out if you have something to say to me and then we can go from there.
“Where Do We Go From Here?”
My hope & desire is to eventually come together face to face, in the 3D if you will. I honestly don’t know what would or wouldn’t happen in that case, but I personally hope that we are together as either friends or lovers. It’s up to you to reach out to me for a few of reasons.
- First and foremost, your job. I know you get all kinds of shit sent to you by others and anything like that I would send would get lost in the shuffle. You may never see it, you may skip it, skim over it and so on so forth.
- When I do reach out to you in any way it’s usually related to something you said in a video or post. It has nothing to do with my feelings or some strange message about my undying love & devotion. No thanks, that’s creepy.
- It comes across as super creepy and that is really not the esthetic I’m going for.
“What Do You Want?”
I want my twin flame. Simple as that. I want to be with my twin flame. It’s not rocket science. I want to have a relationship with someone who completes me, who totally “gets” me, who loves me without fail and unconditionally.
